My life consists of what I always describe myself as, a guy who lives his life one day at a time. That is one of the big factors of why my life is like it is. I like it but I also want something more as well. I am satisfied yet at times I think I'm not. I know there's something there but I just can't seem to figure out what it is. It is a piece of my life that I feel I had at one point yet I lost it. I think to myself, "innocence? no, that's not it." And I ask myself again, why are things like this? I feel strong but afraid. Satisfying yet not. My inside seems calm yet destructive by nature. I look for an answer to a question I myself can't find...
I think again at this moment and find what I am miss, what my void needs, what I'm scared of getting myself into again. It is an emotional attachment. The feeling of latching onto something and never wanting to let go. The feeling of having someone other than your relatives or friends or pets to make you feel joy in your heart. In other words, love.
So why are things like they are in my life? It is because I choose to live it like this, one day at a time and without an "emotional attachment."
I believe everyone asks themselves "Why?" at one point in their life. You're not alone. One of these days, you will find an "emotional attachment" that will be with you throughout your whole life. Only time can tell. :)
ReplyDeletewhy there is a life? it could be nothing exist too
ReplyDeleteYou should check out the Dutch documentary called All We Ever Wanted (unless You know dutch you need also subtitles) - it shows young people in the creative industry and their anxieties regarding life. It's really good, has awesome soundtrack and I'm pretty sure it relates to what You're talking about.
ReplyDeletehere's the link:
allweeverwanted.com
Really nice read, i can completly find in points of your blog! Keep it up =]
ReplyDeleteI do the same sht like you..
ReplyDeleteEmotional attachments are important, but not needed. This realisation allows you to have good emotional relations with others
ReplyDeleteI understand -and to me it helps by doing something special once in a while. And at a relationship: if it doesn't work out, you'll be one experience richer. Good luck with the <3.
ReplyDeletethe answer to the question: why? can only be found by you and nobody else
ReplyDeleteIt may be easy now... but its unhealthy in the long run. Its been eating at me for years now.
ReplyDeletei really like the layout on this blog, grats
ReplyDeleteI'm pretty practical about it all. We're on this Earth together, let's just enjoy it together. Make the most out of every breath. It's a beautiful life.
ReplyDeleteRelationships often suck man...
ReplyDeleteBtw thanks for following me properly im glad you're taking active part in my blog :) i will in yours too as minimal gratitude :)
You are pro at self-analysing, ever thought about getting a Psychology degree?
ReplyDeletei'll be ok man.
ReplyDeleteI never usually think this deep. Interesting post.
ReplyDeletetrust me, right now my relationship sucks! sometimes i wish i wasn't in it, being single is nothing to be ashamed of.
ReplyDeleteVery nice article dude.
ReplyDeleteDeep post dude.
ReplyDeleteBeen single my whole life, so I can't really relate to everyone else. Sorry though :/
ReplyDeleteNice article, keep them coming!
ReplyDeleteSurprisingly deep post for a blog. Nice work
ReplyDeleteSmart guy once told me "We're doing exactly what we want every second of the day". Think about it.
ReplyDeletewhy is the most importan question ever..
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